It took just nine minutes to destroy the life John Smith spent decades building.
He was walking his daughter to school April 1, 2016, with her backpack slung over his shoulder.
91裸聊视频淲e had literally just stopped holding hands after crossing the road and he got us,91裸聊视频� said Smith, who asked to use a pseudonym for this article, due to ongoing fears of his assailant.
Using the backpack, a man who has since been identified by the courts as Marc Andrew Fines, pulled Smith toward him and repeatedly punched him in the back of his head. Smith turned around at some point and incurred countless more shots to his face.
Eventually he was overcome by the weight of the attack and fell to the ground where the beating continued.
91裸聊视频淚 don91裸聊视频檛 remember any of it, but I know what I91裸聊视频檝e been told,91裸聊视频� he said.
91裸聊视频淢y daughter watched the whole thing91裸聊视频� it was about nine minutes. They call it an attack on me, but I call it an attack on her. She was put in a position where she was helpless.91裸聊视频�
As Smith was pummelled, his 8-year-old daughter stood silently in the middle of the street, fearing the attack would worsen or turn toward her if she said anything.
She wanted someone to stop and help, and eventually they did.
Some ladies came out of the Ellis Street Bliss Bakery and tried to chase him down.
Fines got into a grey Ford sedan, and tried to run them all down.
Mounties got wind of the attack and started to look for Fines. A Mountie who had been at the Queensway bus loop drove toward him and Fines allegedly rammed into his cruiser, accelerating before impact.
According to a press release from Cpl. Jesse O91裸聊视频橠onaghey the day of the attack, Fines then allegedly advanced on the stunned police officer from the open driver91裸聊视频檚 side window of his cruiser.
91裸聊视频淣earby construction workers were quick to jump into action to assist the police officer,91裸聊视频� said O91裸聊视频橠onaghey. 91裸聊视频淭hey aided the officer in controlling the suspect who was subsequently taken into police custody.91裸聊视频�
The story made headlines across the city, largely for the violence against the Mountie and related heroics from nearby construction workers. What was lost in the police rendering was how significantly injured Smith was, and what it really means to survive a life-altering assault.
91裸聊视频淭hey made what happened to me sound like two kids fighting over a toy,91裸聊视频� said Smith, referring to police continually referring to his attack as a backpack theft.
91裸聊视频�(From the attack) I lost my memories of my daughter as a baby and lost my memory of my dad and family. So now that I have a brain injury and mental illness where does that put me if he got off? I am happy one day and depressed the next. I just want my life back.91裸聊视频�
91裸聊视频淎NYWHERE ANYTIME91裸聊视频�91裸聊视频�
Mark Fines was found not criminally responsible for his violent rampage through Kelowna.
The Criminal Code explains that while he did commit the acts he was accused of, it was 91裸聊视频渨hile suffering from a mental disorder that rendered him incapable of appreciating the nature or quality of the act or of knowing that it was wrong.91裸聊视频�
Next Tuesday the matter will be before a three-person panel from the B.C. Review Board at the Forensic Psychiatric Hospital in Coquitlam, where Fines is being held.
Meanwhile, Smith just finished the victim impact statement that will be read at that hearing and it91裸聊视频檚 caused him to look at his life more closely. For one thing, he doesn91裸聊视频檛 like being called a victim, but given his helplessness in the situation the title fits.
Not long after the incident, Smith was asked to speak at an event about victims of violence. He told his story, and someone in the audience said he should be ashamed for taking his daughter out downtown so late in the evening.
When he told her the attack they suffered was at 8 a.m., in a neighbourhood surrounded by high-end condos the crowd went silent.
91裸聊视频�91裸聊视频楢nywhere, anytime, anyplace, anyone 91裸聊视频� that91裸聊视频檚 basically how I look at attacks now,91裸聊视频� he said.
91裸聊视频淚t91裸聊视频檚 now an odd thing. I notice (potential safety threats) all the time. I saw a lady while I was walking downtown the other day and she was leaning into her car with her back facing the street and I thought, 91裸聊视频榶ou know, what an easy target.91裸聊视频�91裸聊视频�
In addition to continually identifying where problems could arise, he doesn91裸聊视频檛 enjoy walking around his neighbourhood. That, however, is just the tip of the iceberg.
INVISIBLE DAMAGE
Smith doesn91裸聊视频檛 bear the physical scars of his attack, and is pleasant to speak with. There are no strange tics or behaviours that send up red flags.
But that doesn91裸聊视频檛 mean he91裸聊视频檚 OK. In fact, surface level normalcy is almost a disadvantage.
91裸聊视频淚 cry a lot. I get emotional easy,91裸聊视频� he said, explaining that he91裸聊视频檚 overwhelmed by the volume of tasks his brain has to sort through to do the simplest of things, like making coffee.
In the time since his injury he91裸聊视频檚 created plans that allow him to function, but if something goes awry it91裸聊视频檚 hard to recover.
Not long ago, as an example, he needed to get gas. The station he usually uses was too far away so he had to go elsewhere.
There the digital screen on the pump didn91裸聊视频檛 allow gas to flow until he answered whether he wanted a car wash, and he couldn91裸聊视频檛 process how to move forward.
As he felt the pressure mount he went into a car and Googled what to do on his smart phone, rather than speaking to the teenager in the store who would likely have been confounded by the simplicity of the questions.
It would have frustrated them both. This is why Smith actually has sympathy for his attacker.
91裸聊视频淚 can see why people who have brain injuries get tasered,91裸聊视频� he said. 91裸聊视频淵ou get used to independence, and as an adult you should be able to do certain things. It91裸聊视频檚 frustrating when you can91裸聊视频檛 do it and when people try to help it91裸聊视频檚 even more frustrating.91裸聊视频�
AFTER THE HEADLINES
91裸聊视频淧eople have often asked me why I91裸聊视频檓 not angry at the guy who did this,91裸聊视频� Smith said.
91裸聊视频淚 mean, there is some anger there, but I91裸聊视频檓 not mad at him. I91裸聊视频檓 more mad at the system.91裸聊视频�
For people dealing with invisible barriers like brain injuries or mental health problems, it91裸聊视频檚 hard to find the right kind of help.
He has a counsellor funded through victim services limited, but there91裸聊视频檚 been little to help with the life expenses that have piled up since the incident.
He didn91裸聊视频檛 have a job at the time, so he can91裸聊视频檛 get any wage loss supplement. Also, it will take a couple of years before it91裸聊视频檚 clear whether his brain injury is permanent, so he can91裸聊视频檛 get any assistance from that. He could get social assistance, but then he91裸聊视频檇 lose his rental assistance. While he treads water, he91裸聊视频檚 having a hard time finding a path forward.
91裸聊视频淭he attitude of service providers is, 91裸聊视频榠f you don91裸聊视频檛 come to us we91裸聊视频檙e not coming to you,91裸聊视频�91裸聊视频� he said.
Trouble is, he doesn91裸聊视频檛 know where to go because he91裸聊视频檚 starting life anew.
91裸聊视频淧eople think, 91裸聊视频榦h, he looks normal,91裸聊视频� so I must be high-functioning,91裸聊视频� he said. 91裸聊视频淭he less normal I look the more help I91裸聊视频檇 get, but then you get treated like that and I91裸聊视频檓 never going to get any help in that way.91裸聊视频�
Someone once told him he91裸聊视频檇 be better off if he91裸聊视频檇 committed a crime. Then the system would wrap around him. The shortcomings of the system are why he91裸聊视频檚 sharing his story.
STARTLING STATISTICS
Roughly 80 per cent of Canadian prison inmates have sustained a brain injury, said Marcie McLeod, director of client services, for BrainTrust Canada, in Kelowna.
It91裸聊视频檚 no coincidence, she explained. Once a person suffers a brain injury they have to deal with everything from a change in personality to memory impairments, which can cause more problems.
91裸聊视频淏ut the biggest one is impaired judgment and inability to control impulsivity,91裸聊视频� said McLeod.
91裸聊视频淲e91裸聊视频檝e had clients who are in a store, who think, 91裸聊视频業 want some cheese91裸聊视频� and they don91裸聊视频檛 think of the consequences of taking the cheese.91裸聊视频�
In some cases people are quick to anger or don91裸聊视频檛 have good control or emotional management, and that causes even more side effects, like turning to drugs and alcohol, and the downward spiral can continue from there.
91裸聊视频淲e talk about brain injury being an invisible disability,91裸聊视频� she said. 91裸聊视频淣obody can see you are struggling in your brain. All of our clients say, 91裸聊视频榠f you go in with a wheelchair, they would know what your disability is or what your challenges are.91裸聊视频�91裸聊视频�
Trying to explain how your cognitive deficits play out91裸聊视频攖hat91裸聊视频檚 an invisible problem.
For their part, BrainTrust just tries to support clients as they navigate a new world.
91裸聊视频淓ven if it91裸聊视频檚 just a personality change, people maybe don91裸聊视频檛 have the patience to deal with other agencies or maybe feeling overwhelmed or over-stimulated by dealing with that many service agencies,91裸聊视频� she said.
While Smith tries to navigate his world, his family is doing what they can to help him get the financial support he needs. They recently started a GoFundMe titled where they further describe the challenges ahead of them.
