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91ƵA huge source of guilt91Ƶ: Creston woman shares COVID-19 impact on her mental health

Beth Swalwell and her husband tested positive in March
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Beth Swalwell, a Creston local, recently contracted COVID-19. (Photo Submitted)

Researchers around the world are paying close attention to the lasting physical impacts COVID-19 is having on patients, but one Creston woman is speaking out about the toll the respiratory illness has had on her mental health.

Beth Swalwell, who has lived in town for 25 years, doesn91Ƶt know how she contracted the virus, but she suspects it was from her husband91Ƶs work travels.

On March 23, they both began showing symptoms, including sore throat, headaches, and dry cough.

91ƵI was never afraid of getting COVID because I91Ƶm a healthy person,91Ƶ said Swalwell. 91ƵWe had always been hyper vigilant with wearing face masks and washing our hands. There91Ƶs not a lot that we could91Ƶve done differently.91Ƶ

As owner of Art Barn Studio, she immediately cancelled her all-ages art classes and notified students 91Ƶ some of who have underlying health conditions. Her main concern was transmitting the virus and implicating fellow community members.

91ƵIt was a huge source of guilt,91Ƶ said Swalwell.

91ƵPeople have to quarantine and take two weeks off work, so that affects their family91Ƶs income. I was devastated.91Ƶ

The couple didn91Ƶt receive any judgement from their family and friends. Instead, they were eager to offer their help and support.

Although Swalwell was given the all-clear to resume regular activities on April 8, COVID-19 is still impacting her family.

91ƵWhat I do hope is people understand our feelings of dread and sadness as we wait for updates about my father-in-law, who is in the hospital fighting for his life with the virus that he caught from us,91Ƶ she said.

Lasting impacts of COVID-19 go beyond physical symptoms

Like many people over the past year, Swalwell felt the detrimental effects of spending time in isolation away from her social circle. Not only that, she also displayed symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder.

91ƵI would have flashes of traumatic images like patients on ventilators, people dying in the hospital, and trucks full of dead bodies,91Ƶ she said.

91ƵI just couldn91Ƶt stop thinking about it. COVID may not have been as bad as the kidney stones I had a month ago, but the mental suffering of knowing I might have passed it to other people was terrible.91Ƶ

Once Swalwell had identified the problem with her doctor, she began to work through it.

It is her hope that sharing her story will lead others to take COVID-19 and the health restrictions 91Ƶ including mandatory mask use 91Ƶ more seriously.

91ƵI just hope that91Ƶs something that people can understand, and they might not,91Ƶ she said.

91ƵWhen I wear my mask in the grocery store, that91Ƶs me saying that I care about you.91Ƶ

For mental health resources, contact 310-6478 or the Interior Health Crisis Line at 1-888-353-2273 for immediate assistance.

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